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Hi there,  my name is Suree. Thank you for checking out my blog. I started blogging about 6 years ago in hopes to record my journey of following my dreams as a fashion designer in California. However, it turned into a blog that mentions a lot about the struggles of anxiety and depression.  I try to share things that I feel can be valuable to some. So if you are reading this and are struggling with some form of mental illness. I just want you to know that you are not alone.  Just take it one day at a time. You got this. <3



May 22, 2020

It has been two months since the government lock down. I really had a routine set in place. Every year, I prepare myself to battle the toughest times of the year, winter. I know that in the winter time. I tend to fall into a deep depression which result in my binge eat...

February 3, 2020

Healing is not to let the anxiety define your reality.

Healing is having compassion for yourself. 

 Healing is breathing through the storm.

Healing is living. 

I kept thinking that I've healed. That now I figured it all out. I developed healthy coping mechanisms. I surroun...

November 30, 2019

He hugged the kids and kissed his wife goodbye.

Daddy's going on a business trip.

Business trip, yes, yes.

That's the biggest industry of all. 

Where the products are home grown,

all natural.

God's creation.

And somewhere, somehow....

these little nuggets got hand picked into...

November 7, 2019

When you took a dump inside me,

I tried to flush it by forgetting it ever happened. 

I kept quite because it never really happened. 

But the shit is there.

A year flew by and your shit  really stank up my jar. 

It crippled my lungs and poisoned my mind.

I am a shitty person.


September 26, 2019

Here, here,here and there 

You run, run as fast as you can.

The thoughts are still there. 

You can run across the world 

Yet,your mind is still twirling.

Darling, don't you see.

Stop running.

Stop running away from yourself.

Look in the puddle. And smile.

Accept your reflection...

August 19, 2019

During my 2 month trip in Thailand. I learned many things about myself. During my meditation retreat. I had a lot of alone time with my thoughts. And one of the most recurring thought that kept popping into my head was why I can't seem to stay in a committed relationsh...

July 5, 2019

You were the best. 

Always there for me when I needed you. 

Always listening to my fears and doubts

You always have a way to sooth my anxiety

Telling me that's everything's going to be okay

Never once, have you raised your voice at me. 

Even when I am frantic and restless.


April 18, 2019

Voices of the past, present and future

Tangled with fear of a troubled mind,

Trapped in head,

dreams of soul,

Amongst the mortal sea.

Impossible reflection: particles in wave spins mind repeatedly.

Look in the mirror and tell me what you see.

Is madness really what it seems t...

February 20, 2019

I wish that I could say that I have have found ways to cope with my binge eating addictions, but that would be lying. I am back to square one. The feeling of helplessness and laziness. Sleeping and eating consumes my day to day schedule. I have gained about 25lbs since...

January 16, 2019

My twin sister is like a dark, dark moon

That shines brightly at night.

My twin sister is like an overruling magnet

That leeches on you like a parasite

I don’t know how to rid you,

I can’t seem to get away.

So next to you, I shall be

Until in the coffin, I lay.

Till death do u...

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