I've contemplated over and over again whether I should post this picture of myself. Normally, when people post a transformation picture, it's usually a picture from how they were before to a better versions of themselves. But here is as you can see, the picture of me in a yellow bikini was taken back in June and to the the one of me in the bathroom was taken as of last week.
If you have read my previous blog post, you may have known that I have suffered from binge eating addiction and depression. And the reason I'm posting this picture for you to see is because I want to show you my journey to a healthy life style again from the very start.
I have fallen hard and let myself go. But I refuse to give up. I refuse to let myself stay this way. It's never too late to pick yourself back up and get started on the right track again. So yes, I may have gained over 50 pounds in the last 4 months. But this isn't it, I won't let myself stay this way. I refuse to give up. And you shouldn't either. What ever that you desire, what ever your goal is. Just because you don't have it right now, or it seems impossible to reach, doesn't mean it won't happen.
2017 is right around the corner, and I am going to get my body back.
I want to show this picture of myself because I am human, and I will rise. Because I deserve to.