You were the best.
Always there for me when I needed you.
Always listening to my fears and doubts
You always have a way to sooth my anxiety
Telling me that's everything's going to be okay
Never once, have you raised your voice at me.
Even when I am frantic and restless.
Calm and collected,
You handled me with grace.
Your kind of love was new to me.
Never mistreated, always gifted,
With kindness and compassion.
But I wasn't ready.
Not for a love likes yours.
Inside, I'm still lost.
A little girl who doesn't know what she wants.
I messed up.
And the best way was to let you go.
So you can be with someone who gives you the love that you deserve.
It's a hard pill to swallow,
Knowing that I was the toxic one
I never meant to hurt you.
But I'm sorry you were the one that had to take the bullet.
I have a long ways to go yet.
You were the right love, just in the wrong time.
Artwork by: Suree Sompamitwong